from Bleeding from All 5 Senses

Mario Santiago Papasquiaro

Abyssinia’s Shock

1 shipment of gold for the eaglet Rimbaud!
150 thalers : piece x piece :
What could this wind of birds mean / in the anesthetized evening?
So much vagrancy & passion / what could they mean?
This text sprung from the tunnel yearns to depict it
:: Spectral adolescent / prodigious fetus
Camel driver of limbo / Negation & vacillation ::
Yes, the poet really is 1 thief of fire
What the fuck happened to Come back, come back Verlaine
             to the ivory / the caravans / the coast?
The dreamers the bohemians the talents the dead
& the imbeciles kindled his clairvoyance to the topmast
        & the angel took off to find him again
        (( & plunged all the way in ))
        Yesterday / if memory serves





I’m Bleeding from All 5 Senses 

The shield of the sun is wounded by 1 rain of legs
1 swan passes by smoking
Stenographers withdraw from the Seine
in the direction of Nanterre
Only thieves wound / consume & go back to wounding
what remains & keeps remaining of Golgotha’s sweat
What’s the difference between shattering yourself & singing
Rain / is certain /
& the dancers
        & harpooners can’t sleep
Will police control
             end up drowned in wine?
Allah / Dionysus / Caupolicán / Ratatá?
1 Arab boy breaks the stillness of 1 pair of dice
blows: dances: shoots
his tawny smile
already torqued the ground beef tripwires
of hypernervous heaven
/ Right Márgara? /
The Fat Shadow is planting chestnuts
1 altar of sexual juices bums 1 ride from 1 poet
(((who has started hallucinating backwards)))
The sun sits best on the peak of 1 kiss
            —& for what eyelashes / what caps—
Voltaire runs around & around
               with 1 pinwheel
Rabelais doesn’t criticize: he destroys
Brigitte Bardot has adopted my lice
Strange survey
The Seine signs it
            & goes for 1 dip
Fatally wounded beast
                        ((it left 1 message))
Without inks / strainers or slings
Without anguish / gashes or claw marks
Retreating steadily
Whining deeply
Simply
Straight up
Short & sweet
1 stone head driven to madness
(Without hangmen / godmothers or shutdowns)
The landscape starts dancing the Cha-Cha-Chá





While Listening in Each Other’s Arms to The Doors’ Love Her Madly

I love my daughter / like one loves 1 river of absolutely concrete intimate & inimitable flesh
Joyful 6-month bird-girl
nursing little mermaid
laughter felt in 5 blades of sunlight or 1 bathtub
Her poop is gold
her pee is nectar
Crazy damned Zirita / I sing
making her 1 pinwheel or crashing us like 1 airplane
She has 1 mulatto dolly
She vibrates like punk graffiti
swings toward the mud of the world
kicks it with her extreme eyes
Tacubayense puppy
Mexico’s secret cactus
She still doesn’t know the sea / the rockings of sex
the unbound heart of peyote-streets
The day she mounts 1 train
or 1 orange of snow
that leaps from Jalapa to Moscow in 1 single bound
let her call the moon / gossip
let her call the moon / fatty
let her flirt with Joan Miró
& break 1 Beatles cassette
I already hear her shouting / phonies!
at ¾ of the world
Her eyelashes overshadow them
Her little bellybutton offends them
All of her is 1 rattle
She’s unlike anyone else
death tastes her yearning
life underlines it
She was born 1 Ash Wednesday
1 day of many beers
She arrived in her little pirate boat
like 1 oyster to 1 mouth





Last Elegy to Jesús Luis Benítez
 
The day you had to die
wasn’t the 1 you’d chosen centuries before
Stars & desires were left over
1 profound void & the ganglion of 1 woman strangled you
The bottle? / It helped you survive & get to know us
You’d have buried yourself with your son’s fetus
            —your greatest blind impulse—
Or perhaps you’d have stripped off once & for all
            Jimi la Vestida’s incurable sores
Playing—once again—
the pirate who forgets he was singing
            the ballad of the Eternal Ceviche
By now you must know / in the smoke
how brief are the stench & its effluvia
Words / for you they’re Charlie Parker’s farts
the thighs of Dionysius reincarnate
crosswords that vibrate his nipples drop by drop
/ mezcalinized throat honeycombs /
Between Hell & the Sanhedrin
1 stag flies into the Altamira caves
Volcanos repose & design their next dream
Newton’s laws shoot pool with the 8-ball’s nucleus
You consecrate the pascal mystery with your nappy hair
Kissing each pore of the labyrinth’s communion-explosion
It rains / while you’re alive
& from your very ashes blooms the gesture
by which the floods erase whatever it is
Let Roland Barthes explain it all to us
Let the lie & the backside challenge each other to the death
It’s high time to spark up old lady roach
& dynamite the bullshit congealing the magic of this train





Status & Revolutions / Came & Went
 
Back then air was 1 crab sliding off the crest of my wave
the magnetic pull of pores / of streets / of puddles & screams
was shriveled like the so-called climate of feet upon necks
Snug in our beds the swamps playing 1 wheezing pianola nonstop
                                    The moon festered
They hunted the guerrillas into turbid rivers for the kill
                                    Fog hovered—excessively
Spaceships swelled our dreams—with anthill diarrhea
& even the moviehouse deaf-mutenesses were invaded by our erotic
switchblade’s wetness / the machine-gunned laughter of the dead

translated from the Spanish by Cole Heinowitz