Eight Poems

Eugenia Ouliankina

if it ought to be said say it as it is
cloud waterdust
all that grows falls apart
grief is an adult craft
an unavoidable crookedness
as death comes endless
after all there’s nothing to be done
but watch



*

you lie like a toy soldier
with something silver sticking out of you

momma-momma    careful
when you read those lists

either boxcar or submarine
or the throat of a ravenous wolf
depth 

adopts a diver’s poise  
inhales all the air down to the last drop  
and launches like a bomb towards little old you

a real boy
becomes wooden

your last breath in the enemy’s face
the end of the plank   I’m going to fall!

and you lie there like that in a cocoon
pierced by a mercury pin

momma     momma     open the window
I’m here



*

There will come times when yes and no . . .
Mikhail Gronas

wooden body
hard blunt thing
how old are you really
you open into rings
rings words words
doubling the years

a clean stream follows your feet as you walk 
rushing from the hills beating beating
little bird wood-warbler chiff-chaff
cheep-cheep cheep-cheep
wassup? wassup?

rain worm
reversed man
mirror mirror
do you see me or no
what is it you express 
time   water   water
a tree a tree yes



*

in the window of secret meaning
braided bright with rain
a silent clarity hovers breathing
resembling Chekhov’s gun

and is it just some random bird
hooked to the far horizon
all muffled up as is usual
in its greenish web of forest

and the air sweeps in yellow
its heart stuck to its sleeve
and there is something just on the tip
but things are just fine as is



*

in memory of V. B.

dead bird umbrella
dripping, says
life seems to be going on
or pretends it is

rain like iodine  
burning wounds

dear stars, budge up
someone is flying to you



*

The words are a little dead,
is how Edik the Frenchman would put it
as we sat in the same office

To Edik, everything was a little:
a little fucked up, a little tired,
a little dying—oh this Russian vodka of yours 

oh these nettles of yours the height of a man
oh this fir forest, cold and savage
helicopter mosquitos, beast-faced dragonflies

Anyway, Edik
is now entirely in Quebec.
And here the nettles sting for real.



*

a fish is a living thing of any age and gender
Svetlana Guseva

a sequence of steps:
1) pull the cord
2) push out the glass
3) break out from the aquarium into the open ocean

the wisdom of fish was noted by such explorers
as A. Platonov and E. Kusturica

having both of its eyes on one side a fish
sees what it wants
unsees what it wants

it is generally clear what kind of fish has walked ashore 
so that we have what we have

a reverse sequence of steps:
1) walk into the sea with your feet
2) lie on the sand—hands behind your head—the ‘downward fish’ pose
3) wait until the two awkward logs turn back into a nice little tail

the voice is of no use anyway



*

the point is that water droplets
up in the air stray into clubs
poised to pounce you merely murmur
but I was only walking nothing special
like an Englishman in New York City
walking out of step singing a song
not word-for-word
nope, this one the camera can’t capture 
at most, a fading outline and even then 
forced to forget the Motherland 
and spend what’s left on scallions
out a babushka’s lilac bag

translated from the Russian by Ivan Alekseev and James Bradley