from Map of Comets

Lina Hagelbäck

The 19th century cabin we are renting
is lonely seated aside a pale lake.
There is a wooden jetty, a tarred rowing boat
extra light bulbs, a sun-bleached sunshade
rat traps, an adventure-box.
We have filled the kitchen with food and wine,
maps of pills, Japanese hunting knives.
There is an electric fireplace, a cast-iron stove
seawater from the taps. On a shelf
in the larder are bags of Night Time tea
arranged as a sun-fan on a paper plate.



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That subdued me the first day.
In the bedroom mauve flowers grow.
Their petals all black
mildly poisonous, housing wasps.
The stems as high as seven feet.
We care for them, nourish them
and give them names. A favourite is
Catch and corrupt. Another is
Giancometti's studio. The starry
viola is so natural that the rest
of the flowers are silent.



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Today is my birthday
we gather strawberries, whip cream.
I fear surprises
like peaty whisky. You give me
an antique atlas of the love life of outer space.
The night is long enigmatic astronomy, supernovas.
The exhibitionism of planet families, marble galaxies
polyamorous milky ways, comet hunting.
Divorces in the universe, expanding
velvet nebulas, the power of attraction of
the wide dust clouds seen from the jaw.



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Please replant me.
I am lost among drifts
of pills. The insomnia saturated
by demons. Give me the atlas
it can take me away from here.
We have lost ourselves
in a sealed baroque nightmare.
You say Express me since you can.
Dull reductions, we shiver from the cold
alongside the heaters in the cabin
that does not work, seeing a string of pearls of
comets in the sky. The pearls are supposed to be rare.

translated from the Swedish by Freke Räihä