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The Basic Color is Compassion: Ivana Bodrožić and Ellen Elias-Bursać in Conversation

I am apologizing to those who have been persecuted by this society.

Ivana Bodrožić’s latest novel, Sons, Daughters, is an astounding work of empathy and a masterful depiction of the deepest inwardness, tracing the always-shifting definitions of what we can and cannot say to one another. With three individuals at its center—a paralyzed but completely aware young woman, a transgender son, and a mother who has been irrevocably marked by the cruelties of patriarchal society—Bodrožić arranges the various storylines in a delicate and constellating balance, showing how singular truths in one’s own life can come to be mirrored in another, seemingly opposite, existence. Translated with precise lyricism by Ellen Elias-Bursać, Sons, Daughters is due out from Seven Stories Press in March, and we were proud to feature an especially moving excerpt in our Winter 2024 issue. Now, in this following interview, translator and author speak to one another about the psychological labyrinths inlaid throughout this narrative, and the writer’s role in bringing invisible consciousnesses to the forefront.

Ellen Elias-Bursać (EEB): Sons, Daughters examines the inner lives of three protagonists: Lucija, Dorian, and Lucija’s mother—all on a profoundly intimate and personal level. What was it like for you to create the dynamics of this very internal narrative, and how did the process compare to your other novels: Hotel Tito or We Trade Our Night for Someone Else’s Day?

Ivana Bodrožić (IB): I certainly spent more time researching for this novel than I did for my other works of prose. I have no personal experience with physical paralysis; I haven’t felt the sort of bodily dissonance I describe in the novel, nor can I know what it is like to be a sixty-year-old woman who was abused as a child in ways that were, at the time, socially acceptable. In order to create my characters and give them the necessary credibility and life, I spent a great deal of time reading, talking, and researching about all these things which have not been part of my own experience. But more important than research is to write from who you are—to draw on your own feelings. Indeed, I have, often, in my own life, felt paralysed, powerless to move, though only at a metaphysical level. Similarly, when I was growing up, I felt bad, wrong and uncomfortable in my body, stricken with shame and guilt that also stem from the patriarchy. And finally, there were times when I felt—and still feel—as though my life were flying before my very eyes, as if everything has already happened, as if the scars from my trauma and pain cannot be erased and I am passing them on to my children. These are authentic experiences which are crucial to my ability to write fiction, as well as to my attempts to feel my way in, empathize with, and hold deep respect for the themes I’m writing about; they matter much more than my research of facts. READ MORE…

Weekly Dispatches From the Front Lines of World Literature

Dispatches from the Philippines, Croatia, and the Romanian diaspora!

In this week’s literary roundup from around the world, people in the literary community are both paying tribute to celebrated icons and paving paths for contemporary voices. From the Romanian diaspora, an exciting new publication threads the past and present, adding to an incredible legacy of literary journals. In the Philippines, book fairs are highlighting minority languages and independent publishers. In Croatia, new literary projects orient their local communities around the act of reading and writing, as well as making intellectual space to consider the role of the political novel. 

MARGENTO, Editor-at-Large, reporting for the Romanian diaspora

One of the most significant recent events involving the Romanian diaspora was the debut release of the literary journal Littera Nova in Madrid, Spain, earlier this week. With an impressive range of established and emerging writers contributing literature both in original languages and in translation, alongside essays and criticism, the journal confidently joins a rich market as well as a solid and long-standing tradition. As the founding director Eugen Barz states in his prefatory note,  previous frontrunners in the literary journal landscape include post-WWII Romanian periodicals published in metropoles as diverse as Paris, Madrid, Buenos Aires, and Honolulu, and edited by legends such as Mircea Eliade, Alexandru Busuioceanu, George UscatescuStefan Baciu, Vintila Horia, and many others.

In the wake of iconic late-Romantic/early-modernist Eminescu’s 173rd birthday, the issue also includes a significant number of remarkable texts referring to the great classic: an erudite and incisive essay from Asymptote past contributor Felix Nicolau drawing parallels between Eminescu and both Shakespeare and Dimitrie Cantemir; poems translated into English by K.V. Twain; and a selection from the poet’s correspondence by Ovidiu Pecican. The journal deftly balances criticism and creative writing/translation, featuring classic modernists such as Lucian Blaga and Ion Pillat (translated into Italian by Stefan Damian and Bruno Rombi, and into French by Gabrielle Danoux), and Surrealist master—and past Asymptote contributor—Gellu Naum (in English translation from Nicoleta Craete), amongst others.

The Romanian diaspora continues to contribute significant texts and translations in platforms all around the world; for example, Asymptote contributor Diana Manole has recently had one of her plays featured in EastWest Literary Forum, released a collection of new and selected poems by revered Nora Iuga (co-translated with Adam J. Sorkin), and is gearing up for the release of her own forthcoming poetry collection in Canada. Also, major diasporic poet, novelist, and critic O. Nimigean, whose rare social media posts are at times almost as impactful as his best-selling books, reasserted on Facebook the continued relevance of the late paradigmatic fiction writer and anti-Ceaușescu militant Paul Goma (himself an epitome of both domestic and exilic heroic resistance), particularly as reflected by Flori Balanescu’s recent books on the subject. READ MORE…

Our Top Ten Articles of 2022, as Chosen by You: #8 My Dear You by Jasna Jasna Žmak

Then we both mulled over the misfortune of words and the misfortune of the Croatian language . . .

Coming in at number 8 is Samantha Farmer’s translation of Croatian writer Jasna Jasna Žmak’s My Dear You from our Winter 2022 issue. Inspired by a possibly apocryphal vignette the narrator reads in a Barthes essay, about a tribe that removes a word from its language each time a member dies, Žmak’s pair of lovers wonder what would happen if the same rule were applied to Croatian. They dive into the thought experiment with a winning balance of whimsy and seriousness, partner briskly correcting narrator’s occasional lapses of logic, until they reach a sobering conclusion: Croatian would not be long for this world, even accounting for dialects and Serbo-Croatian, even if you included slangs and nicknames and toponyms, even if you made a new word every time a baby is born. It’s a tale as old as time, an idle what if? spiraling into an anxious oh no. But such thoughts can be bracing, and so they prove here, as they prompt a very sweet reflection on the preciousness of words:

At that moment, I realized that the idea wasn’t very romantic. I realized that I wouldn’t want even a single word to disappear from the world, not even from the list of words I hate, not even superlatives.

My Dear You, in the words of Farmer, is a “breezy romance”—a happy novel about a gay couple in the Balkans. Its happiness is precious, and softly subversive, with the knotty issues that trouble queer and Balkan fiction placed in the subtext for a change. Maybe it’s more than breezy: there’s a heft to the feelings and ideas that blurs the distinction we tend to make between weighty stories and happy ones. Follow Farmer’s recommendation and read this story aloud, preferably to your own “dear you.”

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Weekly Dispatches From the Front Lines of World Literature

Literary dispatches from Croatia, Hong Kong, and India!

This week, our editors on the ground report on literary festivals, award winners, and exhibitions inspired by pivotal writings. From awardees of the Lu Xun Literature Prize to wide-ranging international programs, find out the latest news from the world of global letters below.

Katarina Gadze, Editor-at-Large, reporting from Croatia

The beginning of literary September in Croatia marked the tenth World Literature Festival, which ran from September 4 to 9 in Zagreb. The festival, a tradition for world literature aficionados throughout the region, has grown into an immersive experience for readers to see the best new works of world literature, meet novelists themselves, and listen to discussions regarding their works. This year, the festival brought forth a star-studded line-up of extraordinary international guests and talented authors—such as British writer Bernardine Evaristo, author of one of the most influential books of the decade, Girl, Woman, Other. 2020 Costa Book of the Year winner, Monique Roffey, also joined to share insight into their latest literary masterpiece, The Mermaid of Black Conch. On the local side of things, a talk on the heartbreaking novel/poem Djeca (Children) with its author, the Serbian writer Milena Marković, is also worth mentioning. Other foreign writers who took part in the festival’s fruitful discussions include Israeli writer Dror Mishani, Austrian novelist Karl-Markus Gauss, and German author Katharina Volckmer.

In Rijeka, the Croatian harbour city’s own literary festival, vRIsak, is also back for its fifteenth edition, in which both foreign and local literary voices flocked to the city’s new cultural center, the “Benčić” art district, to discuss contemporary writing and art. This year’s edition promised to be the most ambitious yet, with a lively program celebrating stories of emigrants, contemporary European poetry, and the city Mostar’s literary boom. On the topic of the latter, Mostar author Senka Marić, whose Kintsugi tijela (Body Kintsugi) will soon be published in English translation, spoke about the creative ambitions behind her latest novel Gravitacije (Gravitations). Another theme of this year’s festival was climate fiction, an ode to the healing potential of words in context to the rapid environmental changes of our time.

Last but not least, on September 22, Croatian Writers’ Association (Društvo hrvatskih književnika) organised a panel discussion on a hot topic in today’s literary scene, entitled “Literary Translation Today: Art or Transmission from Language to Language?” On the panel, numerous experts discussed what literary translators are up against in today’s competitive market, as well as the general lack of respect for such a demanding artistic process. READ MORE…

The Art of Anguish

The poignant novel is imbued with anguish rather than heated rage—both emotionally charged and deeply analytical.

Tatjana Gromača’s contemporary novel Divine Child centers on the narrator’s relationship with her mother, whose bipolar disorder diagnosis coincides with a startling descent into Croatian nationalism. The book earned the Croatian Ministry of Culture’s 2012 Vladimir Nazor Prize of the for t­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­he best work of prose and Jutarnji list’s Novel of the Year prize in 2013. Yugoslav émigré writer Bora Ćosić called Divine Child “a small masterpiece” and stated that the author stands out for her “precious crudity”—a reference to its often stark, earthy descriptions despite the prevailing poetic and philosophical vein. Divine Child will be released in North America by Sandorf Passage in October 2021. Here, translator Will Firth describes challenges he encountered along the way.

In 2020, I was commissioned by Zagreb publisher Sandorf to translate three books of contemporary fiction by Croatian writers with funding from the EU’s Creative Europe program. One of them was the short novel Divine Child (Božanska dječica) by Tatjana Gromača. I had not read anything substantial of hers before.

I immediately related to Divine Child. It’s a diarylike biography of the author’s mother, which focuses on her slide into bipolar disorder, when she is cold-shouldered and denigrated by society. It makes an important link between socioeconomic crises—the collapse of former Yugoslavia, accompanied by virulent nationalisms—and the individual. The mother’s Croatian-ethnic neighbors label her an undesirable minority, in this case an ethnic Serb, although she has spent all her life in Croatia and shows few, if any, signs of otherness. But this was a time when having the “wrong” name could cause you problems throughout the region, and arguably still can. The exclusion triggers the mother’s illness.

The poignant novel is imbued with anguish rather than heated rage—both emotionally charged and deeply analytical. As a review in Publishers Weekly noted, it “takes on the hatred that was manufactured, mythologized, and manipulated to feed, justify, and rationalize violence.”

The title—Divine Child—is a dual reference: to the mother’s turn to religion in later life, and to the formative influence of her disciplinarian father, a military man, whose expectations she always strove to fulfill, even after his death, thus making her something of an “eternal child.” Typical of literature from the region, character development is sparse, even with the central character of the mother, and we have to piece together her appearance, occupation, and family history from a range of allusions and asides. Setting her in a historical and social context is more important for the author and omniscient narrator, and the reader is free to decide whether this sparseness is an exquisite literary pleasure or unnecessarily tantalizing suspense.

The editor of the English edition, Buzz Poole, was not convinced by the looseness of the narration in combination with its poetic style and philosophical ambit, so he made a major structural intervention: the novel in translation begins with an event central to the story—a visit to Mother at the hospital. This directs the flow and helps transport the author’s delicate voice. As translator, I was a go-between in negotiating this significant change.

Inconsistencies in the original also put me in the role of editor, and I collaborated with Gromača to tighten the language in translation. I like to correspond with authors to check my understanding of the text, even when I’m pretty sure how I’m going to render a particular term or phrase. With Divine Child, Gromača and I exchanged quite a few emails. We got on well and were on the verge of meeting up in the fall of 2020, when I was at a residency in Zagreb, but the worsening pandemic foiled our plans. In any case, our good working relationship was important for facing the challenge of translating this novel.

The main difficulties in translating Divine Child were to do with its startling imagery and metaphors. Here are several examples:

Frigid Sphinxes

Gromača describes packs of stray dogs in her hometown that “roamed the streets (…) and floated in abandoned fishing boats like frigid sphinxes with piercing, hypnotic eyes.” The original conveys this image as “poput pomodrjelih sfingi,” i.e., like sphinxes that have turned blue. I wasn’t sure in what sense the author meant “blue”—I thought it could refer to the bluish light by the river and the silhouettes of dogs in the twilight. In fact, she meant that the dogs have literally turned blue from the damp cold on the riverbanks and also from their lowly thoughts and those of the surrounding human society. “Frigid” conveys that physical and spiritual cold. READ MORE…

The Dangers of Complacency: An Interview with the Founders of Sandorf Passage

. . . there are a lot of mental borders that writers and translators are crossing every day. I think publishers also have to do that.

Sandorf Passage is a new independent nonprofit publishing house, whose first titles have been launched this month. Its founders, American Buzz Poole and Croatian Ivan Sršen have both previously worked as editors and obtained EU funding to bring works from the former Yugoslavia into English. Sandorf Passage focuses on “writing inspired by both conflict zones and the dangers of complacency.” Their first title, From Nowhere to Nowhere, by Bekim Sejranovic was published at the beginning of March. Now, with their second, Vesna Maric’s The President Shop released yesterday, and two more books due for release next month, Blog Editor Sarah Moore spoke with the founders of Sandorf Passage about the importance of translated works and what to expect from their titles.

Sarah Moore (SM): How did you both come to editing?

Buzz Poole (BP): I was a lifelong reader, studied literature in college as an undergraduate and then graduate student at San Francisco State University, where I got involved with a handbound letterpress literary journal called Em. At the time it was a hotbed of indie lit journals. I moved to New York, got a job as editor at Mark Batty Publisher (MBP), and moved on to be Managing Director of Black Balloon Publishing, which is now an imprint of Catapult—that’s where my story and Ivan’s started to merge. We had met at the Frankfurt Book Fair when I was at MBP and hit it off. Ivan was there as an agent and translator, and at the time we thought that we might try to do something, though it never quite worked out. Then fast forward to Black Balloon. I saw Ivan and said, “Hey, I’m acquiring fiction now—what have you got?” And he had Robert Perišić’s Our Man in Iraq, which was critically acclaimed and unlocked the floodgates in terms of our continuing collaborations.

Ivan Sršen (IS): During my studies I started working in a small bookstore that was owned by a small publishing house in Zagreb. I was just a twenty-year-old student, watching all these great authors and translators coming into our small bookstore. Being part of that collective was very important for me and shaped my view of the business of publishing and what editing really is. It’s a lot about communication: knowing the people, what they are looking for, what they have to offer, and where their horizon is spreading. I was lucky enough to get a job as an intern editor working on music books, which launched me into the world of creative publishing—a small scene but very diverse, with the legacy of former Yugoslavia. Many big writers came from Yugoslavia, like the Nobel Prize winner Ivo Andrić, and I wanted to pursue a literary editing career. So I worked with a few publishers until, in the end, I realised I would have to start something on my own. That’s how I started Sandorf in 2008—basically without any savings and on the verge of the world economic catastrophe! So those were interesting years, but that’s the time when I met Buzz. I always knew that I wanted to go beyond the borders. Not just national borders, but all kinds of borders—imaginary, mental—and in working with books there are a lot of mental borders that writers and translators are crossing every day. I think publishers also have to do that.

SM: So how did Sandorf become Sandorf Passage?

BP: We’re very similar and we both have the desire to be as self-sufficient as possible and to do things the way we want them done. The Our Man in Iraq project was the first stepping-stone in this becoming something more official. Ivan was representing Robert as his agent and the book had already been published in a UK English-language edition so I had the benefit of being able to read it. When I read it, I liked it, but immediately said—with my editor’s cap on—that it needed to change and could become so much better. Robert and Ivan were open to that, and that’s the reason why the book got as much attention as it did; it’s a better book now, having received a more thorough edit than it had received originally in the Croatian or in the UK edition. This opened the door to its potential. Then Ivan and Robert were given funding from the Croatian Ministry of Culture to start a literary festival called Lit Link, which still exists. We started being able to invite international writers and editors to Croatia to meet Croatian authors. For the first project, Journey to Russia, Ivan was able to secure some funding for a Croatian domestic English-language edition that I worked on with Ivan and Will Firth, the translator. Then at an ALTA conference in Minneapolis three years ago, Ivan and I were both there. Sandorf had gotten to a very good place so we thought, what if we did a US imprint? And here we are. We got a grant from the EU to provide subsidies for bringing writing from the former Yugoslavia into the English-language market.

IS: Yes, having these four books that are now coming out, buying the rights for them, and discussing them with Buzz marked the beginning of Sandorf Passage. I already had the rights for late Bekim Sejranović’s novel From Nowhere To Nowhere. Then Vesna Maric sent me her new manuscript, The President Shop. And we had Journey to Russia, already translated by Will Firth and published by Sandorf in Croatia in English. So with these three main books in English, we agreed that we had to continue—we couldn’t say no! It’s great when you start a new independent publishing project because you can really enjoy the books and dedicate your time to each title. That’s what it’s all about in publishing: having time to work on the books, to take care, and to discuss them with the author. READ MORE…

Translation Tuesday: “The Border” by Olja Savičević Ivančević

Here’re her documents. You better hide ’em in a safe spot once you get to Zagreb.

A brother’s mission to bring his estranged sister to Zagreb betrays less-than-altruistic motives in Olja Savičević Ivančević’s short story “The Border,” our selection for this week’s Translation Tuesday. Set in the cultural aftermath of the Yugoslav Wars, the enduring religious and ethnic tensions between Bosnia (majority Muslim) and Croatia (majority Catholic) foreground the social taboos that persist at the borders of ethnicity, religion, and sexuality. Our narrator is an exasperated sibling charged with taking care of his (seemingly) eccentric and persistently angry half-sister, Ribbit. Through a sequence of flashbacks and narrative breaks, Ribbit’s true goals are unveiled, bringing to light the source of her defiant anger and her siblings’ xenophobic and homophobic motives. Savičević’s strategically unfolding plot and her skillful use of a morally unreliable (i.e., a clueless and bigoted) narrator provides a fascinating character study of a young woman who must transgress national, societal, and even familial boundaries to freely live her own life.

The cold is unbearable, yet Ribbit, head freshly shaved, wears a miniskirt.

“Isn’t your head cold?”

We stand on a patch of ice in front of her building. It’s Christmas morning. The steam fogs up my glasses. She smokes and shivers in her short jacket.

“I’m asking if you’re cold. Don’t you have a hat?”

“Are ya fuckin’ cold, baldie?! What kind of a bullshit question is that?”

She’s like that. It’s how she talks. A normal person would slap her, but I don’t. She knows I won’t harm her. She flings the cigarette and lights another, ignoring me. Buraz pulls up in my car and steps out. He blows into his hands to warm up and tosses a purse into the trunk.

“Jesus, Ribbit! Don’t be such a dumbass!” He yanks the hood over her head and turns towards me.

“Have her sit in the back and don’t let her out before you get to Zagreb under no circumstances. She’ll cut and run. How do I know where she’d go . . . Yesterday I left her alone for ten minutes. She put on an act like she needed to pee and ended up shaving her head. She can piss in a bag for all I care.”

Buraz pulls forward the seat and she crawls in, onto the back seat.

Ribbit graduated last summer, and is now nineteen. She’s grown tall, five foot eleven. Black eyeliner frames her green eyes. Before her brother slams the door, she screams from the top of her lungs:

“Hey, Buraz! Drop dead, ya filthy scumbag!”

She’s crazier than she used to be, but then again, she was never terribly normal.

I press the gas pedal. The car rattles, then slides down the slope’s muddy ruts, across frozen puddles. I exhale when I see Buraz disappear toward the building. In the rearview mirror I catch Ribbit’s empty side profile. She’s stuffing her thumb, with its blue fingernail, into her mouth.

The streets are empty as the snow-water pisses down. Random windows sparkle with Christmas ornaments and crosses made of string lights. A plastic Santa with a busted nose climbs over one balcony.

“There’s some ice on the road, but fortunately it’s not a long trip,” I tell her in the rearview mirror.

I had received the call from Buraz two days earlier. He had begged me desperately to take our sister in at my place in Zagreb. A few months, a year, who knows? Maybe even for good I thought, and did not like it one bit.

“Buraz pleaded for me to take you,” I try to suck up to her a little. “He’s terribly worried about you, you know. Look, he couldn’t even wait until after Christmas. I know you’re upset right now, but you’ll like it in Zagreb. Don’t worry. You’ll work in my shop. I can use the help.”

“I heard you went bust!”

I’m not close to Buraz, or Ribbit. The last time I saw them was two years ago in Bosnia at the funeral of a man who had been our father, my sorta-father, just like they’re my half-sister and half-brother.

I remember when I first met Ribbit. She was five and wore a flannel nightgown around the flat. She had the flu, yet still she kept chirping, wouldn’t keep quiet. Now she’s mum the entire trip, impenetrable.

New bright snow starts sprinkling and as soon as we leave the city the world outside the car windows becomes dreamlike, like a piece of naïve art, but beautiful. The small houses in snow-blanketed valleys are all equally white, even the ones without doors and windows. Smoke from the chimneys disappears into the hills. The roads are lined with newly built minarets, or tall church towers under construction, depending which town we’re passing through.

“Check it out, Bosnia with whipped cream,” I say to break the silence.

“Right. Shit topped with cream still tastes like shit.”

I surf the radio stations.

“If you say so.”

Her problem, not mine. I’ve got nothing to do with Bosnia except for my father and except for the two of them. And we aren’t even alike. The folk singer cursing love on the radio sounds better than Ribbit piercing my ears with silence. She glues her forehead and nose to the window. A young lady, yet still a child. A big bald baby. While on a straight stretch of road, I look over my glasses at my hairline in the mirror. She’s right, goddammit, I’m rapidly losing my hair.

“Want to sit up front? It’s more comfortable.”

Curled up in that tiny skirt, she shakes her head and then drops it between her embraced raised knees. On her scalp is a fresh scar and redness, probably from shaving. What the hell did she do that for? I remember she used to have long, golden hair when she was a child, nearly platinum. Later she had red hair, then it was black with a piercing in her brow. Then it was green with another piercing in her belly button, and the last time I saw her, canary-yellow.

“Well,” I give it another go. “It won’t be so bad. You always liked Zagreb. It will be nice, it’s a big city. Theatre, live music, nightlife. You’ll see, dear. So much better for a young girl than in a small . . .”

She lifts her head and looks at me with hatred, then lays it onto her knees again, without a word. She remains that way the entire trip, motionless—all the while the news keeps forecasting a snowstorm and negative twenty degrees that night. Only after we pass through the villages near the border does she stir. At that point she gets antsy. I tawt I taw a puddy tat, I think to myself and keep slowly driving toward the border.

“Hey, can we stop? I gotta pee. Oh, come on! Don’t be a dick, brother. I’m not gonna run away. Where the hell would I go, anyway?”

We’re surrounded by a desert of snow. An erased space. A few empty houses gape hollow by the side of the road and in the distance are woods. A kilometer down the road we see a large house with a neon Tavern sign. Only the bottom part of the lemon-yellow facade is finished. I park near the front—looks like it’s open. Ribbit gets out of the car and spreads her arms over her head as if she’s surrendering or waving and for a moment it seems as if a slight smile cracks across her face, the first one I’ve seen since I arrived.

In front of the tavern stands a scrawny Christmas tree, and inside, right above the bar, hang photographs of war generals decorated with shiny holiday tinsel.

While I wait for Ribbit, I order us coffee and settle closer to the fireplace. I hope she doesn’t vanish through the bathroom window, like in the movies.

Buraz said this: “Yeah, she’s a shame to me and the family but dammit, I worry about her. Someone’s gonna beat her to death while she’s walking home at night.” I imagine Ribbit tramping down dark city streets late at night with that once colorful, and now bald, female head beneath thin Christmas paper lanterns swinging in the wind.

It’s always windy around there.

“So, what’d Buraz tell ya?” she asks, returning from the bathroom.

He had shoved an envelope into my hands. “Here’re her documents. You better hide ’em in a safe spot once you get to Zagreb. It’s her ID, passport, health card, driver’s license, etc. There’s enough money for bills and food for at least three or four months.”

The envelope contained a whole lot more than food money. Buraz knows the shop has not been doing well, and that I’m up to my neck in debt. And I know it, too. He winked and gave me a tap, rubbed my shoulder for a second, like brothers do, a buddy to buddy. “You gotta keep her papers under lock and key. Swear on your life.”

“He told me everything, and just to be clear,” I respond to Ribbit, “in this case I’m entirely on his side. You can’t chase a married man.”

I lean over the table toward her. “A married man, and on top of that, one of theirs? You’ve really crossed the line. You’re truly asking for someone to break your bones and toss you into a trash can.”

Ribbit looks at me without blinking those green eyes, now smeared with makeup.

“Whaddaya mean, one of theirs?!”

“You know what I mean. Personally I have nothing for or against them, but I’m concerned about your wellbeing. You’ve crossed the line. That’s no small thing, Ribbit, not in Zagreb or Frankfurt or London or anywhere else in the world, never mind in the small . . .”

“What ya talking about, dude. One of their guys?!”

Ribbit laughs, but in a slow, heavy manner, as if she’s shorting, skipping. She tosses the small plastic coffee spoon toward me onto the tablecloth. “You mean their girls. It’s a she.”

“A she,” I repeat as if in a dream.

“Yep, a she. Her name’s Senada. What ya starin’ at,” Ribbit says rocking in her chair.

Senada is the woman Ribbit babysat for at times, that much I know. I only saw her once, at a funeral. A pale girl with dark eyes, two or three years older than Ribbit.

“And I ain’t chasin’ her. Her idiot husband’s been killin’ her since they got married. He’s after her. I ain’t chasin’ no one. We’re an item. Now ya know the whole truth.”

I feel the room spin and the coffee mixed with acid from my stomach returns into my throat. I inhale sharply, so much that it hurts.

“Since when are you into women? You used to have boyfriends.”

“I’m not into women. I’m into Senada. She’s my woman, gettit? We were gonna go with her kid to her sister’s in Sarajevo. She found a job there. But her husband figured everything out and collared Buraz. He stole her documents just like Buraz stole mine so Senada and I couldn’t cross the border to see each other. Buraz lied. He lies the moment he opens his mouth. Obviously the truth is worse than what ya thought,” she says and fires off another burst of laughter.

“Give me a break!” I yell. “Did Buraz shave your head?”

She blushes.

“Ah, well, good for him,” I say dryly and release the air from my lungs. I take the car keys and leave enough cash on the table for coffee.

“Wait for me in the car, it’s open.”

I feel the envelope with her documents and the money in the inside pocket of my coat. At the bar I wrap the envelope several times with tape and put it back in its place.

As soon as I walk down the tavern’s steps, I feel a hefty stone, or perhaps a piece of ice, hit my neck. The blow is cold and sharp. I’m stunned by the ferocity with which she pounces on me, biting my cheek and ear. She wraps her legs around my waist, mounts my back and keeps pounding, biting till she pulls off my glasses and snatches my keys. I barely break free and throw her onto the ground, stuffing her eyes and mouth with snow. That subdues her momentarily. My ear bleeds, and so does my lip. I hopelessly try to find my glasses, buried somewhere in the snow. Under my weight Ribbit cries, howls and wails from the top of her lungs. The few restaurant patrons are now crowding the windows, staring. They see a maniac strangling a bald girl. I hurry up before some fool dares to get involved. I thrust her down with my whole body so she can’t move and with my free hand I pry the envelope out of my pocket: “I see you’ve planned this all out, but you’re missing something.” I say into her ear, lying on top of her. I rub my own blood off her smeared face. “Merry Christmas, little sister,” I say. “And Merry Christmas to Senada.” I shove the envelope into her tights, ass-bound, deeply, so it won’t fall out: “You won’t get far without this.”

She kicks me in the groin and I turn over, folded up. Lying in the snow I see the blurry outline of that scrawny Christmas tree in front of the tavern at the Bosnian-Croatian border. Lights blink red-white-blue-red or perhaps in some other order . . . My glasses rest in the snow, too, surprisingly intact. I wait for her to stagger to the car, and then I put them on, slowly, not to hurt my ear. The forecast called for a deep drop below freezing and a blizzard. Another hour and a half to Zagreb. Ribbit finally starts the car and takes off in the direction opposite the border, toward Senada. By now people have already run out the front of the tavern.

I grab that hefty stone and throw it at the car, aiming precisely, so the rear window cracks audibly, and folks will never say I let her go without a fight.

Translated from the Croatian by Andrea Jurjević

Novelist and poet Olja Savičević Ivančević is one of the most prominent contemporary Croatian writers. Recipient of numerous awards and honors, her books have been translated into eleven languages. English translations of her work include her novels Adios, Cowboy (McSweeney’s) and Singer in the Night (Istros Books), both translated by Celia Hawkesworth, and the poetry collection Mamasafari (Diálogos) translated by Andrea Jurjević.

Andrea Jurjević grew up in Rijeka, Croatia, in the former Yugoslavia, before immigrating to the United States. Her debut poetry collection, Small Crimes, won the 2015 Philip Levine Poetry Prize, and her book-length translations from Croatian include Mamasafari (Diálogos Press, 2018) and Dead Letter Office (The Word Works, 2020).

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